Hello! I’m Jake. 21 from NC. Ask me anything and I’ll share some of my mind with you! These are things that I like. I might make a space blog soon. Here are some random pictures of me:
There I am, spinning around with my laptop like you see in movies and TV when two people fall in love and spin around suddenly.
Yeah I’m still getting used to it. Did you know I had long hair since 10th grade? So it’s kind of a big deal for me. Anyways it’s 5:44 AM and I haven’t slept. Insomnia. Thanks for Tumblr, insomnia isn’t as boring. I like things that make me laugh, things that make me think, and things that make me feel. But not all things that make me feel. No I’m not gay. I am open to transexuals though, as long as you don’t look like a dude with boobs. Wowza that was personal. But no one reads these so fuck it. I like hockey. I love hockey. It’s one of my obsessions. I like music, music is a big part of my life most days. If I’m upset or happy or nervous or excited, there’s music for each of those mindsets. I love cannabis. I’m trying to cut back because I need to get my life on track though. I’m trying to quit cigarettes but I fail every time. I have panic attacks in cars because I flipped in a 1997 Mercury Mountaineer three times going 75 down an off ramp. No I wasn’t driving, I was passenger. Somehow I came out with only glass in my arm and head. Oh and exactly one month before I was passenger in a car that went headfirst into a tree. And then the driver jumped out of the car and ran into the woods like a fucking retard, and I had to explain to the police that I didn’t steal the car and wasn’t lying about my friend hiding in the woods. If there is a day where you can go back and just tell yourself “Stay in bed all day today” I’d do it instantly. I wish there was more to life. I don’t make much of mine, and I need to change that. I’m lonely. I don’t have many friends, the few I do have live all over the place because of college and life situations. I don’t have anyone that I confide in. I bottle everything up. I’m depressed a lot, but I’m on medication for it now and it seems to be getting better. I have no idea what i want to do with myself. I don’t know of any talents I have. I like to write, but I procrastinate in it and never finish anything I start usually. I have two older sisters, both are cool but they are pretty nosy and expect more from me than I think I can provide. My family considers me a hermit, but my reality is I can’t drive, therefore what else am I supposed to do? I have a dog named Sadie and she’s literally my best friend. OKAY THIS IS GETTING PRETTY DEPRESSING HERE SO I’M GOING TO GO SMOKE A CIGARETTE AND STOP BORING YOU, FUCK.
I’ll try to update this because I just checked it and there was like one sentence and three pictures and fuck that, that is sucky.
I only have about a bowlpack left. Nooooooooooooo! I need a new job. Maybe I can build a treehouse and live in it. Or just run into the wild with my dog. I’m going to upload a picture of me soon. But I need to actually take a recent picture so hang on.
Where did all my recent pictures go?